Since moving here 2 years ago, I immediately began scheming what I would do afterwards. I think I have this sort of mentality entrenched in me. What else is there to do? What else is out there? It really just boils down to not being content.
So here I am. I'm still here after 2 years of thinking that "okay, any day now...I'm gonna up and move somewhere new. On to the next chapter..." But I'm not moving. I'm still here. What is God trying to tell me in that? Am I running from what God has planned for me? Am I pushing back from my own version of Ninevah?
I guess we'll see. I'm praying that I won't be afraid to move somewhere else, but also that I won't be afraid to stay if it comes down to it.
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